It's been a litany of abuse. Good thing we have some medical help, even if it is mediocre.

I don't know why, or if it was just me, but I was destined to be around children from hell.

Everyone was abused as children, assaulted and raped as teenagers, had drugs foisted on them, was fucked up.

That's where my impression that the government is diabolical and there is no law and order comes from.

A plague of mental illness and child abuse and rape and gangsterism,

A government which would not respond to my calls for help.  A Church saying "forgive" and a people who "wouldn't talk.".

That is why I hate you, that is why I support the aliens who promote law and order who want to destroy the world.  Haha.

To be honest I don't know if I support them.  That Angel Gabriel guy wouldn't confess his sins, and didn't rebuke Paul in the all the time I talked to him.

The system of authority might be corrupt, everywhere, not just on Earth.