I'm too busy working to die right now.

Yeah i'm too busy working to die.
I've been doing nothing but working for the Christian God since I was a kid.
I wanted to marry a little girl who used to be a sex slave to make peace with the enemies.
that's not bad, I wouldn't have had sex with her.
I rejected that in favor of finally talking police and getting killed.
There was an order on me from the Mafia to make it look like they were trying to kill me if i ever talked to police ever.
EVER.
They tried blowing up my building but they failed. We caught the bomber, the pigs hung up the phone.
AHHAHAHAHa.
thanks cops.
Whatever.
I need Xanax and Ritalin, my concentrtion and fear levels have been high.
In heaven you won't need pills, you'll have a super body, says Angel Gabriel.
I am going to heaven okay?
I might just drop dead one of these days if my life is going to get anyworse.
We should not build prisons and incarcerate criminals and let them organize.
We shuld not allow criminal cults and criminal concerts.
Sure sure whtaever.
But people need marijuana and cocaine.
They need mdma and alcohol.
They need cigarettes.
I know Jesus said "if you have only God you have all you need.'
Jesus was trying to trick the jerks into advertising their greed, which is when you want everyting but want other people to have nothing.
I should read the bible, I can't, it drives me insane.
I had a handcapped father.  he was brilliant but insane afraid to talk to me and stuff. or just didn't like me very much except for when I was a perfect, prize winning top star.
KAFFIRs.
They like that.
Haha.
Islam is good, it teach you something about rescuing sex slaves.
So a part of the world says it is the pedophile and terrorist who loves kids.
Whatever heaven.
It's gay but I might go out on a landmine in Afghanistan for fun.
The kids are confused.
some of them.
Help out the needy, duh. 
Or you could go to hell.
I'll put you on trial to go to hell with the Angels if you don't fucking help out the poor and sick and needy.
That's the best.