I might be one of the biggest assholes in the world. Some Aliens put Gods in my head to control me.

Yeah I was pretty much an atomic terrorist wannabee.  I wanted to build my own nuclear bomb and blow up Toronto if it snitched on me.

I had to smoke hemp, get laid. 

I heard Jesus was gonna kill me and torture me forever for both, I was like "Fuck this Jesus, I'm blowing up the entire world, like Raistlin in Dragonlance saga." "Yeah I am the evil sorcerer.  Muwahahahha"

I remember going to the Anglican Church youthgroup, getting way tripped out on incense, and being like, "Oh my God I like Darth Vader and Darth Sidious, I am going to blow up another planet."

Then I saw the red lights overlooking the sacristy, and thought, "Oh they are Satan's lights.  teeheeheheh." 

Then I went and stood in the back of the Church, on the second floor seating, and I said to whatever it was, "I am going to do my most evil laugh ever!"  I burst out in a big "MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA."  And realized that I was evil, and that was good, because I turn away from sin and repent.  "God bless Saint Paul," I said in my heart, "I am a nightmare."

Honestly I figured I better stop going to library and reading about nuclear weapons and bombs of all sorts.  I read the Anarchist Cookbook on the Internet, teeheheh this was before 9-11 and mass paranoia about terrorism.  My favorite guy, "The Unabomber." I read his whole manifesto.  It made me giggle.