Tuesday 24 September 2019

Will this offer come through?

I had discussed with God several months ago the near future for me and my family.
I had asked if we could rent a beautiful furnished home for 950 a month near UVIC, and told God, "We'll probably have to be homeless first."
So I warned my family of the coming homelessness.
Now my brother J really wanted to get out of Esquimalt and the "MATT AND STEVE" district of hell's angels drug and sex crime terror central headquarters.
We had been living next door to these apostate bikers who were like "We'll kill you for talking about religion" "we are going to kill your whole family!" And "we are going to rape your kids!" claiming to be "ANGELS!"
Yeah they had been insisting we take drugs and drink, and had been attempting to kill me and assault me repeatedly.
I had been beating them down, watching them lose their jobs, friends, health, and family, such people hated these fucking psychopaths claiming to be "the dictators" who are basically "Terrorists.".
So I tried to steer them away from certain doom, I think I drilled it into Stevo and Matt that they weren't "free from retribution" and that people were "destroying them" for their crimes.
What a wild time.
After Stevo hung himself and Matt overdosed, we figured it was time to get out from under complicit landlord scott and his "severely incestuously homosexual pedophile" kids.
Lol
That hell hole, esquimalt, where the rebels think they own the place.
Anyway so I warned me family we would be homeless, we wound up being refugees downtown near our place on pandora.
We were trying to crash on the shelter mats, but james found it impossible to go there, so I was sleeping in the park with him, while my dad was there.
For a few days my dad was in the hospital, from some heat exhaustion or something.
People seemed to be after us to get rid of us, there was a violent clash between the hell's angels and the christians and decent people at the place, and also some other rival native gang.
There were many arrests and some people couldn't take it anymore and committed suicide, overdosing on heroin and meth and stuff.
I was closely monitoring the situation from the front with my old dad and my brother J.
J was having a hard time coping.  Jim was not participating in it to my knowledge, I was just praying and speaking, as we were taught to do, and I was noticing that there were actual guardian angels and brothers of Jesus Christ there and around town, as I had asked to meet, and they were not like these creepy hell's angels and internet "alien angels" I had heard.
I was met by that terrorist rebel scumbag Gabriel Wise, the guy who does no good, now going by the name Alex, and he was turning out to be some seditious coward, frightened meth head guy.
Jah's crowd gathered at night, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes, or drinking tea and coffee, while the wild savages injected their poisoned heroin and cocaine and meth, smoking their pipes everyday.
Lol.  It was interesting, after the fight had cleared up, it became quiet and peaceful almost around Our Place (the street people facility), aside from the occassional mentally ill outburst of anger.
I did smoke a bunch of herb and drink fairly often, as I tend to.
I met various characters, none of whom were particularly committed to me and my visions.
I saw that for the poor and homeless, morale was pretty low, and the idea of embarking on brave new intellectual projects was distant.
I saw that people from some Churches were claiming the government didn't want anything good, and I suspect this is where Gabriel Wise, the Hell'S Angels, and the Illuminati rebel groups come in.
Spreading lies about the government, claiming to represent God, they commit crime, not just the occassional toot of coke or meth, but daily rigorous use of crack and meth and heroin, and they sell these drugs, spread them, and they engage in whatever hypocritical sexual perversion, claiming the right to kill people for their foibles, whereas these guys like "rape kids!" type shit.
They deny doing anything wrong when stopped by police, and hide their crimes, so the police are having a hard time convicting them in the current legal environment.
We are left to fend for ourselves.
But there was always light in this time, from my Heaven.
Heaven was talking to me, warning me of these false evil angels nad messiahs, and I was with Heaven in the park, sleeping peacefully in the field observing the sky, noticing shooting stars, ufos, planes, and witnessing the moon split and change shape and appearance.
I bore on, reporting the situation to my authorities, and continuing with my brother James our struggle for positivity and healthy ideas.
Then I was suprised to see that a house was for rent for 950 a month, a furnished house with all the amenties near the university.
I was suprised to see someone offering such a good deal, but contacted them and then was pleased to learn they were boaters whose wife was heading to africa for missionary work, and I thought, hmm, this might work.  They quickly decided we were the people to rent their house, and now they are possibly going to send us the keys through the mail very shortly.
Then I remembered that conversation with God about the future, and was like , "hmm this is the 950 dollar house with the furnishings provided by the Christian missionaries!"  Haha.
Leaving Satan and his evil ones behind now I pray I hope. 

Thursday 19 September 2019

Wow Dad is back, wasn't dead. lol

My dad just fucked off for a few days and wound up in the hospital.
No idea what got him there, a fall perhaps.
What the fuck?
Yeah we should be happy.
So 10 people have been destroyed, claims "Satan Yahweh."
Lol.  Just cause they were seen to be thinking evil thoughts about my family.
I got to see one of them dead on the pavement, the paramedics not able to ressecissitate him.
It's all love in the hood, smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee.
Got this guy who seems to be one of the spiritual world's "Brothers of Karamazov."
Lol.
I have to sell my soul to the devil to talk to my shaytani-gods these days.
I guess it's all non sense and there's not a shred of truth to what the devil it says.
And that seems to be all you meet when you seek out the spiritual world, just one form of "shaytan" after another.
It's not like they are out here telling me to murder people nad rape people and rob people and stuff, the shaytan isn't really like that, but he does get me to say outrageous things are happening, though not to the cops.

Tuesday 17 September 2019

Homeless family, the report.

So it's been intense since being homeless.
Had to get used to the way things are around pandora and downtown.
A lot of shit seeming to happen, or maybe not, hard to say.
A lot of time managing my brother, and his mental illness.
Not sure whether people fucking with me, or if some kind of mental illness occuring in my mind.
Not sure what is going on with the communication around here.
Well, now, the worst news, my dad has gone missing.
My 80 year old father, veteran professor and translator James Boake, out of touch with his family for the past 2 days and he isn't in the hospital according to phone calls made by our outreach worker.
My brother james claimed they tried to make him step on a broken crack pipe, and I think they tried to make me step in a pile of shit.
Seemed like people were plotting to get someone a lot, witnessing plenty of aggression, people threatening to use violence, extreme violence.
All I can do is run around, offer my services to a few potential employers, maybe look for a place 1 time, talk to my friends online, and look after my brother.
Sleeping in the field, trying to keep my brother warm.
My dad was in the shelter, but now he's gone, it's annoying.
I wonder if our enemies managed to kill my father and get rid of the body.
Will have to talk to the police tomorrow.
Brother wandering trying to get money, begging for cigarettes and money, offering massages, french lessons, songwriting, poetry, trying to get something going, thinking to find some kind of job.
Coming down seeing those humans pretending to be angels, I don't believe they are, except maybe Mike, Ed, who might have been appointed by God a humanoid gaurdian.
Amazing how few people help out with a cigarette or some change.
Occassionally a nice person comes and gives 5-50 bucks, happens about, every third day.
Without my brother here I'd be lost.
With my father gone, maybe dead, don't know what I'll do.
If he is dead, I will hopefully inherit 200000 dollars, be off to some other place.
I am frightened for my dad, and my brother, sometimes the pain is too much to bear the feeling of a heart attack can take me close to a pain of passing out or dying , not sure.
Grief, wondering what is happening with my brothers.
Wow, what will happen?
Is Dad really gone?  What on Earth?
And to die homeless, what a fate.
Not depressed, hopeful, but irate at people who don't help the least fortunate Canadians.

Monday 9 September 2019

The corruption of the faith by the Church through history

"The loyalists do nothing wrong" (ancient greek literal translation of text) becomes "The convicts do nothing wrong/the believers do nothing wrong"

"The people who accuse the loyalists are devils" becomes "Anyone who accuses a believer/convict is a devil."

"I was bad at crime, but that was good because I turned away from sin and repented." becomes "I was the worst of criminals, but that was good because I turn away from sin and repent."

The apostles of Jesus led a revolution, conquered the Roman Empire and Israel and established a social justice state becomes "The apostles of Jesus failed, they were all crucified.".

"It would be better for these child scandalizers of the tiny ones if you hung a millstone around their neck and drowned them in the sea, so forgive your brothers 7 times a day (for they hang pedophiles back then) somehow through an incredible device becomes "forgive child rapists 7 times a day.".

If someone in your nation isn't loyal to God (the visionary audio voice proving it exists and is good) you should execute their family unless the family executes them first).  Becomes, "If you don't accept our priest over your and do whatever he wants, your whole family will be murdered."  .


Go to the evil temples and witness the crime spree in progress, they are diddling and emotional and verbally abusing their own children, and the idea there is, if the children don't forgive them or believe in their culture, they will "be kidnapped and tortured forever." and also "their whole family will be killed.".