Tuesday 24 September 2019

Will this offer come through?

I had discussed with God several months ago the near future for me and my family.
I had asked if we could rent a beautiful furnished home for 950 a month near UVIC, and told God, "We'll probably have to be homeless first."
So I warned my family of the coming homelessness.
Now my brother J really wanted to get out of Esquimalt and the "MATT AND STEVE" district of hell's angels drug and sex crime terror central headquarters.
We had been living next door to these apostate bikers who were like "We'll kill you for talking about religion" "we are going to kill your whole family!" And "we are going to rape your kids!" claiming to be "ANGELS!"
Yeah they had been insisting we take drugs and drink, and had been attempting to kill me and assault me repeatedly.
I had been beating them down, watching them lose their jobs, friends, health, and family, such people hated these fucking psychopaths claiming to be "the dictators" who are basically "Terrorists.".
So I tried to steer them away from certain doom, I think I drilled it into Stevo and Matt that they weren't "free from retribution" and that people were "destroying them" for their crimes.
What a wild time.
After Stevo hung himself and Matt overdosed, we figured it was time to get out from under complicit landlord scott and his "severely incestuously homosexual pedophile" kids.
Lol
That hell hole, esquimalt, where the rebels think they own the place.
Anyway so I warned me family we would be homeless, we wound up being refugees downtown near our place on pandora.
We were trying to crash on the shelter mats, but james found it impossible to go there, so I was sleeping in the park with him, while my dad was there.
For a few days my dad was in the hospital, from some heat exhaustion or something.
People seemed to be after us to get rid of us, there was a violent clash between the hell's angels and the christians and decent people at the place, and also some other rival native gang.
There were many arrests and some people couldn't take it anymore and committed suicide, overdosing on heroin and meth and stuff.
I was closely monitoring the situation from the front with my old dad and my brother J.
J was having a hard time coping.  Jim was not participating in it to my knowledge, I was just praying and speaking, as we were taught to do, and I was noticing that there were actual guardian angels and brothers of Jesus Christ there and around town, as I had asked to meet, and they were not like these creepy hell's angels and internet "alien angels" I had heard.
I was met by that terrorist rebel scumbag Gabriel Wise, the guy who does no good, now going by the name Alex, and he was turning out to be some seditious coward, frightened meth head guy.
Jah's crowd gathered at night, drinking beer and smoking cigarettes, or drinking tea and coffee, while the wild savages injected their poisoned heroin and cocaine and meth, smoking their pipes everyday.
Lol.  It was interesting, after the fight had cleared up, it became quiet and peaceful almost around Our Place (the street people facility), aside from the occassional mentally ill outburst of anger.
I did smoke a bunch of herb and drink fairly often, as I tend to.
I met various characters, none of whom were particularly committed to me and my visions.
I saw that for the poor and homeless, morale was pretty low, and the idea of embarking on brave new intellectual projects was distant.
I saw that people from some Churches were claiming the government didn't want anything good, and I suspect this is where Gabriel Wise, the Hell'S Angels, and the Illuminati rebel groups come in.
Spreading lies about the government, claiming to represent God, they commit crime, not just the occassional toot of coke or meth, but daily rigorous use of crack and meth and heroin, and they sell these drugs, spread them, and they engage in whatever hypocritical sexual perversion, claiming the right to kill people for their foibles, whereas these guys like "rape kids!" type shit.
They deny doing anything wrong when stopped by police, and hide their crimes, so the police are having a hard time convicting them in the current legal environment.
We are left to fend for ourselves.
But there was always light in this time, from my Heaven.
Heaven was talking to me, warning me of these false evil angels nad messiahs, and I was with Heaven in the park, sleeping peacefully in the field observing the sky, noticing shooting stars, ufos, planes, and witnessing the moon split and change shape and appearance.
I bore on, reporting the situation to my authorities, and continuing with my brother James our struggle for positivity and healthy ideas.
Then I was suprised to see that a house was for rent for 950 a month, a furnished house with all the amenties near the university.
I was suprised to see someone offering such a good deal, but contacted them and then was pleased to learn they were boaters whose wife was heading to africa for missionary work, and I thought, hmm, this might work.  They quickly decided we were the people to rent their house, and now they are possibly going to send us the keys through the mail very shortly.
Then I remembered that conversation with God about the future, and was like , "hmm this is the 950 dollar house with the furnishings provided by the Christian missionaries!"  Haha.
Leaving Satan and his evil ones behind now I pray I hope. 

Thursday 19 September 2019

Wow Dad is back, wasn't dead. lol

My dad just fucked off for a few days and wound up in the hospital.
No idea what got him there, a fall perhaps.
What the fuck?
Yeah we should be happy.
So 10 people have been destroyed, claims "Satan Yahweh."
Lol.  Just cause they were seen to be thinking evil thoughts about my family.
I got to see one of them dead on the pavement, the paramedics not able to ressecissitate him.
It's all love in the hood, smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee.
Got this guy who seems to be one of the spiritual world's "Brothers of Karamazov."
Lol.
I have to sell my soul to the devil to talk to my shaytani-gods these days.
I guess it's all non sense and there's not a shred of truth to what the devil it says.
And that seems to be all you meet when you seek out the spiritual world, just one form of "shaytan" after another.
It's not like they are out here telling me to murder people nad rape people and rob people and stuff, the shaytan isn't really like that, but he does get me to say outrageous things are happening, though not to the cops.

Tuesday 17 September 2019

Homeless family, the report.

So it's been intense since being homeless.
Had to get used to the way things are around pandora and downtown.
A lot of shit seeming to happen, or maybe not, hard to say.
A lot of time managing my brother, and his mental illness.
Not sure whether people fucking with me, or if some kind of mental illness occuring in my mind.
Not sure what is going on with the communication around here.
Well, now, the worst news, my dad has gone missing.
My 80 year old father, veteran professor and translator James Boake, out of touch with his family for the past 2 days and he isn't in the hospital according to phone calls made by our outreach worker.
My brother james claimed they tried to make him step on a broken crack pipe, and I think they tried to make me step in a pile of shit.
Seemed like people were plotting to get someone a lot, witnessing plenty of aggression, people threatening to use violence, extreme violence.
All I can do is run around, offer my services to a few potential employers, maybe look for a place 1 time, talk to my friends online, and look after my brother.
Sleeping in the field, trying to keep my brother warm.
My dad was in the shelter, but now he's gone, it's annoying.
I wonder if our enemies managed to kill my father and get rid of the body.
Will have to talk to the police tomorrow.
Brother wandering trying to get money, begging for cigarettes and money, offering massages, french lessons, songwriting, poetry, trying to get something going, thinking to find some kind of job.
Coming down seeing those humans pretending to be angels, I don't believe they are, except maybe Mike, Ed, who might have been appointed by God a humanoid gaurdian.
Amazing how few people help out with a cigarette or some change.
Occassionally a nice person comes and gives 5-50 bucks, happens about, every third day.
Without my brother here I'd be lost.
With my father gone, maybe dead, don't know what I'll do.
If he is dead, I will hopefully inherit 200000 dollars, be off to some other place.
I am frightened for my dad, and my brother, sometimes the pain is too much to bear the feeling of a heart attack can take me close to a pain of passing out or dying , not sure.
Grief, wondering what is happening with my brothers.
Wow, what will happen?
Is Dad really gone?  What on Earth?
And to die homeless, what a fate.
Not depressed, hopeful, but irate at people who don't help the least fortunate Canadians.

Monday 9 September 2019

The corruption of the faith by the Church through history

"The loyalists do nothing wrong" (ancient greek literal translation of text) becomes "The convicts do nothing wrong/the believers do nothing wrong"

"The people who accuse the loyalists are devils" becomes "Anyone who accuses a believer/convict is a devil."

"I was bad at crime, but that was good because I turned away from sin and repented." becomes "I was the worst of criminals, but that was good because I turn away from sin and repent."

The apostles of Jesus led a revolution, conquered the Roman Empire and Israel and established a social justice state becomes "The apostles of Jesus failed, they were all crucified.".

"It would be better for these child scandalizers of the tiny ones if you hung a millstone around their neck and drowned them in the sea, so forgive your brothers 7 times a day (for they hang pedophiles back then) somehow through an incredible device becomes "forgive child rapists 7 times a day.".

If someone in your nation isn't loyal to God (the visionary audio voice proving it exists and is good) you should execute their family unless the family executes them first).  Becomes, "If you don't accept our priest over your and do whatever he wants, your whole family will be murdered."  .


Go to the evil temples and witness the crime spree in progress, they are diddling and emotional and verbally abusing their own children, and the idea there is, if the children don't forgive them or believe in their culture, they will "be kidnapped and tortured forever." and also "their whole family will be killed.".


Saturday 31 August 2019

Jesus is good, trick the enemy, remember your morals and try to do the right thing.

Well anyway, take care of each other. 

I am sorry if I am so deeply troubled right now by my sitaution that I am wondering bad thigns about Jesus.  That Jesus says to care for the least fortunate and the children, and treat others the way you want to be treated!  Jesus is good.. ..  Lol. 


It's just there's more to knowledge than just knowledge of religion, you need to know a lot of thigns to know how to treat people well.  We are treating each other I think somewhat okay generally in North America but we could treat each other a lot better globally and in our own cities and nations.

Anyway, I love you all very much.  Jesus bless you.  Take care of yourself.  Take care of your loved ones, and take care of the vulnerable points of the global community and your local and national community.  Look after the children as best you can. 

That's what Jesus said to do, and it's good. 

Take it easy everyone!  I love Jesus, Jesus's isn't a goof or a traitor. 

The war report volume 1, what is it really like?

The people claiming to be Angels most of them ain't no good.  They have been in my experience crack dealers, heroin addicts, bad people, aggressors, attacking the informents with weapons, working with cops to stay out of jail but really up to barely anything good at all, they have threatened to rape my kids, promised to, claimed they were child rapists, endorsed pedophilia.  They were drug pushers, forcing drugs on people, attacking them borrowing money and not repaying it, bullying, controlling, threatening to kill you for having a view on religion.

About maybe 50% of youth seemed to smoke weed that I met, maybe 25-50% drank, 25% smoked cigarettes, an unknown number did hard drugs.  A lot spoke against cooperating with the government, said the government was bad, but maybe it's only 10-20% who are actually hostile to people for talkign to the government or cooperating with the cops, more of those thug people just shun people for cooperating wtih the authorities to combat crime.

No one came and connected with me and helped me fight the people attacking me after I tried to break free from a gang of drug dealers, murderers perhaps, possibly rapist child abusers.  My dad looked after me, my brothers tried to talk to me to give me some counsel, but no one took up arms with me, the cops weren't giving me any reward they didn't offer to help me.  I got those creepy angels really fucking with me afterwards and they seem to be like welcome to work with the government some of them.

One man offered to help me start a business to get grants, and to learn about the future.

No one offered to help me protect my family from harm though those creepy angels threatened to kill my family and torture me to death if I talked to the cops anymore.

A few people migth have been secretly helping me, like a government official and some veterans, but they weren't except one about to join up with me and do things together, I eventually found one after getting to know people for years who was a former triad member (asian organized crime) who was offering to make a leader, and have soldiers, but he was like also fucking around with me and kinda fighting me, I didn't know if I could trust him or not.

My doctors didn't do a great job of counselling me away from mental illness, the cognitive behavior therapy has some survival tips but it doesn't teach you what sanity and sane thinking and decision making is.  I had to do a lot of the mental work for learning to make good decisions nad think clearly on my own, the Bible had a few tips like not being arrogant and not lying to yourself.

Most of my old friends had nothing to say to me after I described my struggles, with the terrorists and somewhat pedophile or rapist people and the gangs.  They didn't want to know me anymore.

I was expelled from various websites for struggling for my beliefs - I was expelled from Christian websites for rejecting the Torah and it's murder most everyone different mentality, I was expelled from Facebook for slamming rapists and pedophiles, I was kicked off youtube after saying things designed to catch perverts.

People told me they raped kids, tortured kids forever, raped little kids, worshipped satan, that they were going to kill me for saying Jesus or mentioning religion.

No one came out of the sky to thank me for trying to save people from gangs of murderers and rapists and child abusers, though there was some signs mother nature was listening to me, and nature was bending to me whim.

The God came to me to stoke my ego and encourage me to say terrible thigns, and I got all kicked off the internet and then God started saying very evil things like kill all cops and everyone is a child rapist cultist and like sexually exploited me and insulted me constantly.  He was then sometimes nice nad kind to me and praising me.

Some people praised me and my mom and my brother, there were those who said we were Kings and God's and Priests and Nobles and Dragons and stuff.

A bunch of people gave me hugs and chatted with me sometimes, and people gave me gifts and good deals on stuff, like I got a bunch of new clothes for only 30 bucks, then more clothes for only another 30 bucks, people gave me free pot and cigarettes, bought me drinks, some people said I was a very very nice man and groovy and talked to me or sent me money or gifts when I became homeless.

So its really a mixed bag, there's some people who help me and some people who do a mixture of hurt me nad help me, and the "God" thing and "Angels" thigns seem to be doing a mixture of help and hurt, the internet companies seem to be assholes, and the people saying they are angels seem to be assholes most of them.

A lot of people I am too dissuaded or afraid or just not interested to find anything out about them, I don't know what to make of most people.

I am grateful for everyone who has really been a help, and wish the people who were bad would stop trying to be so awesome.


Is Jesus a goof and a traitor?

When someone says they are an angel...  Do you ignore them and hate them immediately and report them to the police as a traitor?

Look at the absurd things Jesus and the Muslim religion say:

Jesus
1.  He who hates his brother is a murderer, murderers go to hell.
2.  Hate your brother and mother and father and child and take up your cross and follow me or go to hell.
3. You have to get crucified.

Jesus is calling you to be a murderer and get crucified?  What the fuck is he saying?

Jesus
1.  If someone strikes you, turn the other cheeck
2.  It's better to let your enemies kill you
3. The "unbeliever' (disloyal) goes to hell forever!

Jesus is telling you to be a coward and traitor or go to hell forever!

So Jesus implies you shuld "murder" your own family, and then tells you to be a coward and traitor!

On pain of eternal torture!

What the fuck is Jesus some kind of evil goof?  What does Jesus say about pedophilia?

Jesus

1.  It would be better for you if them if you hung them and dissappeared them who scanadalized one of THESE tiny children.  Forgive your brothers 7 times 7 times a day.

Jesus says it's good to kill people who scandalize these kids, to do them a favor-  those ones - but then he tells you to forgive your brother 7 times 7 times a day.  Or 7 times.

So what is he saying "These's kids you'd be better off getting killed than living after scandalizing them, but hey, forgive people 7 times a day for it?"

Jesus's isn't saying nothing good in the whole gospels.

Jesus is an evil sign, from heaven, that humans have no moral sense, and would choose an evil dictator like Jesus or allow the government to force it on them, to be a possibly a murderer, possibly a child rapist tempter, and coward and traitor = or go to hell forever!

The gospel ain't no good.  It doesn't tell you who Jesus's brothers are other than to suggest it's everyone ,and that you gotta help the least of them or go to hell forever, and it tells you to love the children, but then it's like "Be a coward, be a traitor" and "be a murderer." 'forgive pedophiles maybe is what I am saying.".

Jesus's position on the Torah is likewise absurd, he says in one place "You are supposed to obey the Torah" and then in another place he says "The law and prophets is do onto others as you would have them do onto you!"  So he's suggesting we'd like to killed for doing anything 'wrong" and we should enforce that law? 

Jesus sucks big donkey dicks, he's an awful fucking legend.

There's so many reasons why, but I will just give you some key ones.

1.  Humans need to love each other and build relationships of trust and security in their communities - going around being a coward, traitor and murderer who tells people they have to forgive child rapists or go to hell doesn't do anything much for that!

2.  Telling people they deserve to die if they do anything wrong, and or go to hell forever, means that everyone hides all the wrong they do, and no one admits to anywrongdoing, nad it becomes a lot harder to find out what's going on in the community for everyone.  It also makes people suicidal and maybe even self destructive.  What happened to restoration of injustice, if you sleep with someone you shuld be killed?  That is what disgusting Jesus is suggesting, that if you have sex outside marriage, you deserve to die, and if you get married ,you deserve to die.  There's nothing good about Jesus's message other than a few snippets here and there, most of it is useless and a lot of it is hardly anygood.

Then there's schizophrenia Jesus - what does he tell you?  He told me to rape kids kill cops, didn't specify what he meant by that, then he tells me 99.99% of people are infidels working for the child rape torture snitches forever cult, then he tells me to kill all the cops?   Schizophrenia Jesus's is nothing good at all.

This is no good influence by evil forces of nature and bad ancient societies. 

If the gospel had made some profoundly beneficial statement, it would worth revering, if the Jesus Christ schizophrenia did good things, it would be worth talking to. 

The fact is the gospel is at best a half baked document that does nothing decent other than enshrine some kind of children's rights and some kind of poor and sick people's rights.

Well now, the fact is it is at least somewhat good for doing that, since logically we need to care about everybody and make earth stronger and perhaps happier.

Making people be nice nad love and support each other, would be a noble idea to put in religion, but it's the goal of those ancient religion - it's hardly about being nice and making the nation and world a strong mutually supportive community.   The New Testament and later prophets did try to speak for making peace and loving enemies and ending war, which is worthy.  However it is not very precise of very morally written, since everything is shaded in overtones of "do what we tell you or go to hell forever" and the things to be done, aren't rationally explained, and furthermore there's a lot of cops out in terms of justice and peacemaking, for example Paul saying to always love enemies, and never harm them, and give them food and water- it's not fair to deal with oppression that way, you need a logical, cogent resistance against people hurting humanity, your nation, your family, your self.

So the Bible is basically NO GOOD, and NEITHER IS THE FUCKING SCHIZOPHRENIA.  And neither is are those fucking angels I met, Stevo Cross, Matt Lindner, Colonel Dave/King Arthur, or even Gabriel Wise.  Nothing good has come from them, only relatively useless statements, outrageously anti government and anti police statements, implications I will go to hell for trying to stop child abuse, then denials they said that, then platitudes about nothing bad happening to my family!  My family had a lot of fights nad then become homeless!  The Angels are liars and predators!

The Angels attacked me and made me do cocaine, probably with some sorcery that they were going to hurt me and my family if we didn't take their cocaine, and they put some kind of heart pain and anxiety causing cut in the cocaine, giving me a stressful chest condition.

The Angels threatened to rape my kids, kill my family over money, forbade me from telling the cops about them on pain of being tortured to death, and attacked me and my dad several times, did damage to my home, and encouraged me to commit the murder of children in other countries, nay, ordered me too, and offered to help commit a terrorist attack against Canadian children.


Psychopathic assholes serving the bad news schizophrenia, isolated criminals pretending to be some large organized force?  I suspect it. 

Outrageous liars, maniacs, criminals, terrorists!  ANGELS AND JESUS OKAY?  THat's who the ANGELS AND JESUS ARE!

These are probably human beings making a lot of mischeif so they can enjoy their outrageous lifestyles of getting really high and drunk and having a ton of unsafe sex with underage girls and women!

The Angel steve told me I coudl bang a 12 year old girl if I wanted, and the Angel Matt said he was going to rape my daughter when I opposed child abuse culture.

Archangel Gabriel Wise accused the government of being pure evil and doing the most outrageous things without presenting any evidence, and threatened me with hell for trying to help out children who were victims of crime and stop murderers!

They are at least pretending to me at least pretending or they even are outrageous felons.  Jesus and the Angels are the "traitor seditious liar slandering terrorist criminal thugs"  ....  That can be good, if they love the people and help stop the enemies of humanity. 

I wish I could say I was joking, but I am not, Jesus's and Jehova and Mary and Archangel Gabriel and the Angels I met have done precious little to be good to me, helped me have a few fun times, that's about it.   They told me I'd be fine but wouldn't help me once I began complaining about their mischeif, and talking about stopping child abuse churches and mosques. 

They just wanted me to kill all the Muslims or kill the US government, British government nad French government.  Anti government, racist, terrorist threatening, rapists and pedophiles!


Fucking shti man, do you want them to go "rescue kidnapped kids?" 

Do you want them to "Save the world?"  They could be trying , but they aren't the 'good guys' who will help you live a good life and make the world a better place to your knowledge okay?

Now what does Islam say about God and the Angels.  At first we have Quran saying don't do anything bad and only do good things, and obey the law.  Now then some Sunni and Shia extremists get up and tell you to kill "the kaffirs" and to enslave and maybe rape the women and children of the Christians and Jews and Buddhists and Hindus.  Wow, what the fuck.

Quran actually makes sense, talks about what to do more overcomes the 'kill eveybody" cruelty of the Torah, calls that an error from the scribes and the people who altered it, and speaks against crime and stuff.  It's still not perfect by any means, still no elucidation of what is good or evil beyond platitudes and threats to help the poor and weak and sick without any explanation.

I wonder what Angels are like in Islamic countries, do they create the appearance they are rapacious slave trafficking pedophiles and terrorize and control everyone, making them heroin and smoke hash hish and stuff?