Relationship decisions made based on cocaine? True fact.

Yeah well what kind of drugs do you do and how much do you do them, and how do you foresee future drug use?

Sounds kind of nuts but I think it's a major decision making factor in the process by which we choose (or not choose) women and men as partners.

I mean a friend who will go unamed (and frankly police go away) had a multiyear relationship with a girl who did a little bit of cocaine and he was doing a lot.  It didn't go anywhere past the birth of the baby, she up and left him.  Now he might have found a single mom who takes the white devil regularly.

I suspect this is a case of 'cocaine' deciding who gets married and who breaks up!

I noticed when I was younger thinking about a partner, I wanted to have a few partners maybe, and take some drugs with one of them!  Made me seek out "a bad girl" and find a nice and naughty woman, who smoked weed.  She didn't drink or take any other drugs, but I didn't need alcohol or other drugs regularly so it worked out - for a while.

The clock was ticking and I needed to unleash the beast before i passed away, so I left her and moved out west, where despite accepting religion and devoting myself to honest work, I couldn't help but find myself craving weed.  Weed, then well, I started dabbling in cocaine and exstasy.  Quit that stuff, but moved up North and found that weed wasn't enough.  So I turned around and started taking that cocaine, probably the one with fentanyl in it, I was totally hooked.  Wound up smoking the cocaine. Hahaha right?  Well it had some plus sides to it, I met some totally cocked out party chicks and smoked cocaine with them, which some atheists might view as the time of their lifes, but since I was kind of very religious, it was extremely frustrating for me.

I turned to Jesus as the son of God, and sould my soul to the devil to stop being a cocaine smoking lunatic, rolling around with hos, and I managed to quit smoking cocaine and lived a quiet life until this day.

I couldn't decide whether it was my devotion to Jesus or the devil which was causing my sudden turn around, or the anti psychotics my doctor prescribed me when he found out I had an unwanted drug habit and sex habit.

I got to 'know Jesus" a bit more after God or whatever - cough, the evil spirit?- told me I was going to meet this archangel Gabriel and that he was just going to get me somehow.  Well a few days later I meet this Archangel Gabriel and he gets my deeds down on his list and he puts me on a secret trial where I could go to hell!  Dammit.

Gabriel however hearnig my sob story of middle class ghetto life said he would speak for me at the trial, and then he promised me I would go to heaven and have a super body.  And he also changed his status from "Jesus is going to destroy the world" to 'Jesus is going to come live here for 1000 years."  Phew apparently my acts of suing God for better conditions and mental health, and help against the evil ones or whatever has helped 'save the world."

Gabriel told me I was the son of GOD and I be like asking God, who though at first was very friendly with me is now like giving me some kind of business over my outrageous deeds-  "God is it true I am your Child, can I be like vice president of the universe or something for a day?" Hahaah  So a few days later God comes to me and tells me "You're executive vice president." Hooray I say, "So is there a massive spacefleet here to save the righteous and destroy the world of the wicked."  Well I go outside and see a whole bunch of UFOs, maybe 100, in the sky.  Right, so hack a cigarette.

Wound up talking to this "archangel Gabriel" guy for a long time, telling him what I thought, he might think I am effectively an alien, since I am a person who was raised to beleive he came from heaven and was God's child and was seeing UFOs and miracles since I was a relatively small child.

I sure feared the evil one, what with being surrounded by wicked people nowadays, and to fit in I took lovers and did outrageous things with them, like tying them up and screwing them in the ass. Haha.  I wanted to be James Bond, but seemed murder was outlawed, so I didn't kill anyone. 

So that is how I found out girls were going with drug dealers and looking for guys to hang out with and smoke weed or take cocaine or drink.  I think substance use and religious views both make a suprisingly big impact on what people pick as a spouse or medium term partner.  We can see that nowadays a lot of kids have given up on love (being a fickle virus that destroys your soul that love is) and are only seeking short or medium term relationships.  Whether or not you take extasy or cocaine, it could be a big plus or a major minus or whatever.

I was so paranoid about being a cocaine addict I wouldn't hang out with normal women and only hung with artistic environmentalists and whores. I figured it was my fate if I could find a mate at all, it would probably be some reformed hooker or crazy leftist. hahaha I didn't understand at that time (because I was a loner and secretive) that probably most people nowadays experiment with hard drugs, and it isn't that insane to be a cocaine addict for a while..  If you ask me the official statistics are outrageously lying, cocaine use is not 1% of the population it's more like 10-15% at least in Victoria, and like 30% of young adults in their late 20s and 30s.

Well the cops at least are treating it as a mental illness here, but I heard of some psychotic drug dealers who will try to kill other drug dealers and fight wars over clients.  That's bad.

People fear the drug dealers and also want to party and have a fun time, hence they are really really vulnerable to temptation to take hard drugs.  What with the fentanyl or whatever they are putting in it, it can be very hard not to become addicted.  I rwote the government about controlling drug dealers to help abused kids and integrate them spiritually, and remove fentanyl from drug supply,and people drove by my house saying like "NO, YOU'RE NEXT."  Whatever government or drug cartel spies.  Atheist outlaw devils have to get the business but they just don't understand that upright people want to kill them and God is destroying them.

The fools think because they are getting laid and making enough money to eat and have parties that they are doing well, but in fact they are going down, down and down again.

At least doctors seem to be willing to recognize that there is a serious mental health, drug addiction and sex addiction epidemic in BC and other parts of North America.

I was hospitalized in California for drug use "(marijuana)" and they decided to give me some "GOOD STUFF" uh, Zyprexa.  Not addictive but makes you trip out and sleep a lot.  Sort of like weed only now considered "better" and "the legal weed."  It's the stuff they give to people who need a little help not going crazy and fucking people, or one of them, which has some effects similar to weed.

It is alarming to be taking a new substance, or at least was, but Zyprexa could be a good career choice rather than smoking weed in this country.  I don't know though which thing people would discriminate against more, a guy on anti psychotics or a girl on weed.  Weed is a natural anti psychotic, look up CBT's and Psychosis, CBT's are naturally occuring chemicals in weed that can help some people with mental illness.

Okay people, that is all for now, I found this great music channel on youtube by the way, "LOFI HIP HOP RADIO BEATS to relax or study to."

Smoke your teas and check out the cool jazzy hip hop relaxation sound and the cartoon of the pretty young girl in winter working on her books.  Lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Cs0qyG78qY