Used to the Palperidone Palmitate now. Yeah it's could be an alright drug, apart from the fatigue.

I wonder whether my doctors put me on this drug cause it helps control delusion or if it is because they felt I needed to "stay high" but "safely."

I feel like the Canadian government has decreed that the hardcore real God people who use drugs need to be put on the "safe and secure drug supply" which "combats delusion."..

I don't think I was ever that deluded, though perhaps a bit, or a little bit too much "speaking in generalities' apparently.

Well, the drug keeps you "fixed" and makes you "rest" so it might be a good drug.

I don't really feel a need to drink or get high on cocaine any more.  The drugs seem to be safe replacement for party drugs.

I think the government really really wants to save God's "aware" people, because the "aware people" are valuable "national assets."  Also God has commanded to help "The least of his brothers" So these people who have been close to God enough to be his friends and family, they are so important to help, or Canada could be struck by famine or plague or civil war.

Yeah, that's what the great historian theologians are warning about.

God good's friends - you just gotta help them if you want to be a real, actual sucess (you might have some ephemeral sucess like a fancy house, but your real sucess would not be strong.)