DID we all BECOME NEUTRAL MONSTERS ? NOT ME! OOPS.

Are you a neutral monster? 


Did you do evil things out of a spirit of neutrality and being surrounded by the devils? 


Were you mentally ill?


I was mentally ill, but I didn't really deserve to be labelled as severely mentally ill did I?


I am not severely mentally ill since more than 5 years. 


I do somethings which are racy, like drink and smoke.  I have pretty sound judgement otherwise. 


I don't have sex partners anymore, I don't want to have sex all the time with myself either. 


I am aware of being freed from pain and suffering of many kinds, I am grateful that I have been good and have become better in some ways- while sadly I am still handicapped in others.


For example I have trouble going out, I will only do it when it's absolutely necessary. 


50 cent was underground King for a while.  LOL. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qm8PH4xAss
IN DA CLUB!!!!!!!!!!


I would like to be able to go out whenver I wanted, but it's not possible.  I am handicapped by some kind of problem, but it is not one of reasoning. 


I don't have reasoning problems for the most part, I could be a little bit smarter, but I am very smart.