I have 75, no 2 billion children. Haha.

1 billion people are my 'Good kids'... Then I have another 1 billion kids, who I might kill or put in suffering. I am terrorizing them because they side with these guys who have rejected my kinship and often embarrass us with their antics. Oh trying to kill my family again? So you're off on some mischeif. Here have another car crash, get fired, how about your fiancee leaves you, how about your kids resent you, how about you lose your license, oh, I don't want to throw you in jail, that's bad usually, it's better if you get all this karma... Oh now you got cancer, you attempted suicide, not suprised buddy you asked for this karma when you tried to kill someone fairly innocent, quite innocent, someone nice, someone who might be your better, oh you tried to kill his family? It's suprising you aren't dead and in hell yet, but he is merciful, he is saving his punishment for people who keep trying to do that. So did you learn Fate and Gods exist after you tried to hurt my family and had all this awful karma? Did you realize that people will attack you for doing that, and even you will have bad luck, and people will abandon you? Oh you're banned from seeing your family now, you're kicked out, you spend all your money on drugs, you barely eat, you lost your good job and now you got a bad job, you have accidents often, your car is gone, you are getting cut up and beat up by people, your gang war just got worse, sorry man but this is what happens to you, because you are a wicked ignorant human. God is real and can control things, you are messing with God's people, and now all the bad events are occuring to you. We tried to warn you that this would happen, but you decided to kill people for talking to you about religion, about Christianity in particular, which would have warned you not to do those things, lest you get a long string of bad luck. Oops here comes that thug bitch, she wanna hurt me, I explain religion to her, she says, 'I've been raped 3 times.'... I know that the Lord has people rape bad women, so I tell her, 'maybe if you weren't such an evil scum, people would care.' I tell her she could go to hell, that I am reporting her to the Angels, she stops talking... I would have liked to know what that woman had done, and what had happened to her. She clearly joined the 'destroy the world' cult, and planned to damage or even destroy people who tried to talk about the God and Jesus, who is in communion with the very faithful. I realize that I have been talking to God all my life, and that I have been witnessing clear signs when I asked God for them. I have been shocked with many happenings because my dad was so depressed or frozen or whatever, he couldn't guide me, and I am aghast, he may have disbelieved. He says bad things sometimes, and he is not able to give me an adult teaching nor my mother once I hit my 20s and needed that help. I became like an orphan, I tried to find a helper I could trust to teach me to be an adult but it didn't go so well. Eventually I learned that people nearby were talking to God in direct, that is, God was appearing to them. I hoped God would appear to me and teach me, but to earn the right to be taught by the Lord I had to do some service, I had to clear up my mental illness, I had to overcome the enemies to a considerable degree, I had to break away from how I was raised and plan to raise someone better than me. Now God or this Demon are talking to me and being my companion. I wish it was God, but I am afraid it is a Demon. For now I remain lost. What was the Lord accomplishing among his people with this extended apostasy and mental illness experience? What was the purpose, to reveal the rest of the world to us? Are the other people mentally ill apostates? I learned about Sunni and Shia cult Islam. My brother learned about Buddhist Therevada cult religious people. Perhaps we are training to become even better missionaries? Perhaps we sinned to 'Blend in' with the infidels. Well it certainly was difficult times perhaps. For some people it has been very hard. People get diddled, and then they get a rape down, seduction down, attack of sexuality, they often turn to drugs or alcohol. Well so be it, Jedi, you made a choice not to be a good Christian, you got a life which suffered from confusion and mental illness, addictions, hostilities. God hasn't established his authority fully on the Earth yet, but he is probably trying to, and is now choosing the select people to lead the Christian and other communities, preparing a way for a new wave of national and global missionary work. So they are being taught a lesson, the bad people, in fate, or karma.