Wednesday, 28 November 2018

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

People think certain priveleged people, like well off Christians with high standing, wouldn't suffer from post traumatic stress disorder. At least a lot of people think that perhaps. I think that they are missing out that a lot of things can happen to rich, well connected people. A young man who has been sexually and physically abused by rich criminals, whose other friends have also been abused by rich criminals, is certainly going to have a kind of crisis. What do we do about this crisis ? I have read advice like support the victim, offer them professional counselling services. Remember that children are all poor in some way, as childhood is a time of being least, abuse children who aren't helped feel like the least o people sometimes. It doesn't help that they often then struggle with carnal knowledge and have sexual issues of their own.. Rape and incest may cause people to commit adultery or substance abuse if they are not properly guided and supported. There wasn't enough support for me, and it didn't work out that great. The terrorist attacks on my family from T and the "Persians" were the last thing I needed. It seemed I was up against murderers, slave traffickers, pimps, heroin dealers, and shit was hitting the fan, maybe it was the Islamic terrorists. Not sure but it really felt and seemed like shit was hitting the fan in a major way. I wasn't properly helped by my doctor for traumatic stress, and I have had to self medicate to cope with it. The mixture of sometimes cocaine, alcohol and some weed seems to help me cope with the stress. I think what I need is Paxil or Zoloft, but my doctor hasn't proscribed that too me. The Anti Psychotic SSRi's my doctor has me on might be an alternative treatment for traumatic stress. I can get by ithout alcohol for a while, it doesn't bother me to not have alcohol really, but I find when I have money I need it. I am so afraid of there being a home invasion to kidnap or kill my parents (as my dad was threatened and assualted and there have been various break in home invasion looking attempts) that i just want to stay at home and protect my family and not go to the treatment center in burnaby. I am waiting for the city to open a treatment center in town, which the mayor told me could be soon. Yes I've talked to the mayor, the deputy of parliament, priests, businessmen, all that "bad" stuff. We're in it together or we're not. We have to make sure no one evil is in authority. Oh well, I am tired now nad going to go to the store, get smokes and cider. Peace be upon you.

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