The Church has been known to 'bad mouth' people and their religion.

I heard bad stories about Germanic Culture from 'Christian' sources. 

I heard bad stories about Islam from 'The American Christians.'

Maybe I had a mental illness problem that the TV made me consider religion to be literal truth all the time.

I didn't know God was sarcastic sometimes in the Bible.

The whole treatment on life and religion I recieved may have helped make a mental case.

I started going mental in like grade 13 I suspect.

I didn't want to be born again or believe in God anymore, and then I got depressed. 

I didn't want to believe in an idea that was telling me we had to kill people for not believing in God and or for sex outside marriage, heresy, witchcraft, or blasphemy.

I especially hated the supposed law that we had to kill children who disobey their parents, or children who curse their parents. I seemed, so unjust. 

When I found out Mohammadans were arguing that we have to have sex with young children and take slaves and rape women, I was so sickened that I almost failed a course I had formerly loved.

All the outlaw gangster acts also traumatized me as I thought they were real terror groups or something.

I became paranoid and depressed.  I had cognitive difficultes and motivation difficulties.  I had social difficulties and utter fear of the insane terrorists and criminals.

Eventually, In University, I would get so sick I had to drop out of a semester twice.

Then I was still sick, and was confined to my home and computer and piano basically for a long time.

Eventually I was so sick I had to go on a faith healing quest.  Fucked up due to my mental disease. 

I started finding work torture and had to quit it and go on disabled list.

I don't really appreciate the bad mouthing of humanity.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScVWkYZkZFk