THE HAVE SEX MOVEMENT IS REALLY A TERRORIST! LOL HAHAH

They are like insisting we have sex here man, they are driving me nuts.

That was like about all could realize about my porno addiction when I was young and crazy.

I felt one day I would have to get laid, and hoped to get married and have lots of sex.

Too bad I couldn't wait for marriage, and knew only hoes and lived in hip hop times.

I was alone in the world, with only my family to protect me and to be honest it wasn't doing a very great job at all.

I felt there was no way I could get married. I felt I had to have sex.

I was terrified and confused all the time, unable to ask for assisstance.

I started smoking marijuana and I was confused, it was hard to deal with.

Now I wanted to try mushrooms, acid.  I was afraid I would become addicted to drugs.

My friends gave me some methamphetamine pretending it was THC crystals and I was having a panic attack reaction to that hiding from my mom.

I was so terrified of drugs, but I wanted to keep smoking pot.

I had no clue what was going on, the gangs, the devil, I couldn't tell you a word of it.

I was blind and walking blindly in an urban jungle.

People were beat up, people were shot, people were stabbed.  It was hecka scary.  There was no peer support for it, and there was no adult support for it either.

We thought we were going to die and we figured we better have a good time before we went to hell.

That was how they had it rigged for the truly poor weak innocent people.

They really hurt the kids this time I felt it so deeply, it possessed me like a hole in my soul, driving me to study the roots of this problem. This would be an obsession that would haunt me my whole life so far since then.

I became highly addicted to porno.  I masturbated frequently.  I was drinking and smoking pot.

I had a sexual relationship with a young woman in high school, I was just looking to get laid and look after a person.  She told me she was raped and drugged when she was 14.  I was like, oh no not another rape drugs victim!  LOL  It was a nightmare.

Finally when I was older the pressure was too much and I went clubbing and picking up girls at the bookstore and I got pimped.  Yeah it was hot.  Pimped by the ladies.  Hahaha.  It was a nightmare none of these women really liked me, they just wanted to fuck.  They don't like their sex partners.  They are fucked up people, the fuckers .

Yeah that's all I'll say for now, the ancient history.