I am afraid to read the Bible, and I can't read other books anymore either

The Bible is so traumatic.  I'd rather watch child porno and snuff films than read the bible.

LOL

I mean the Bible basically is implied child porno and snuff films on an epic scale.

I remember this Christian woman telling me that virgins meant little girls.

She was implying to me that I had to marry little girl and have sex with kid.

I mean I guess they agree that the Bible says to gotta marry a kid.

It is a tad bit too screwed up.

You probably can't search anymore on google for the bible verses, you used to be able to find this stuff in the bible on google search about 8 years ago. 

To be honest as a kid I was traumatized by satanic Christians.  Then Satanic Muslims traumatized me.

Then crack dealing pedophiles traumatized me.

Then sorcerers traumatized me.

Then the government traumatized me. 

It's endless slew of trauma.

Who wants to call out to God in this sitaution.  First of all your read the books God seems really really bad. 

The books basically say God is the worst person imaginable. 

HAHAHAHAHAHA. IT's true...... 


My parents were basically at a loss as to what to do, they knew it was some kind of George Orwell sitaution 1984 style and that the Church was still big boss in the 70s and 80s . 

They took me Church, where I was promtly subjected to extreme paranoia and child abuse.

Apparently they are all extremely paranoid child abusers or something.

I don't know.  PRETTY GRIM.