Christianity Insane? I think it can be.

Let's see here.  "THE WORD OF GOD!"  ..  What proof that it is the word of the "ONE ONLY TRUE GOD?"

Well you look for it, and there's some videos, there's Akiane Kramartic the child prodigy claiming she painted with God and that he revealed the secret of the subatomic world to her.

Then there's Pastor Chris from Nigeria, apparently knocking down his parishoners with an invisible force, claiming it's "the power of the Holy Ghost."

You got John Mellor, the faith healer, apparently he has a miracle touch, see on the Today Tonight video that he is curing perhaps some crippled child.  Oh yeah.

Well I mean, it's not really proof that it's the word of God, but let's just say I did a though experiment and believed your Sacred Book was God's word for a while.

So I started reading it again.  The first part, the Torah, is basically a rampaging work of hate speech, killing everyone for adultery, blasphemy, heresy, witchraft - and not even telling your clearly and certainly what those things are!  It's got Genocide, child murder, rape, incest, God destroys the planet and curses all of humanity.


Well now, that was interesting, now I am a psychopath who wants to kill gays and maybe people who have sex outside marraige, and maybe people who don't agree with the "right position" on religion, and maybe people who "do magic." or wait "dark magic."  Ugh.  People who say bad things about God and religion?  Ugh?  I don't know.


Yeah I'm fantasizing about genocide and wondering if God is going to tell me to kill my kid and if he is going to save it or not.  I think kids deserve to be punished for their parents sins, for 4 generations, that God scourges the rebels with a bad climate, that God does huge miracles for the faithful, that the faithful triumph over their enemies in style.


Okay, that is highly questionable according to modern society, I mean if you hear a voice in your head telling you to kill all the neighboring tribe and carry of their "virgin" daughters for yourselves, and to kill your own kid, maybe you need to get therapy right?


Oh it says not to question God, so we are what, supposed to serve the voices in our head unquestioningly?  Just, no proof, you gotta a voice in your head, now do what it says.  Right.

Seeming kind of psychotic now, isn't it?

Okay so what about the prophets?  Well I didn't have time for too much of the prophets, I got into David a bit.

David taught me if I was righteous I wouldn't go to jail or be held captive for long, and that the righteous are generous and prosperous and help the poor and upright and so on.  He taught me I would have miraculous powers of battle which would overcome superior odds.

Now I wondered about this, "IF I AM GOOD, I'll BE RICH AND DEFEAT MY ENEMIES?"  Um, I thought about it, "so if I kill my kid the unquestionable voice in my head tells me too, and do whatever it says, I will be rich and stay out of jail and captivity, defeat my enemies."

Now look, for a modern observer, this might seem like "THE LUNATICS HAVE TAKEN CONTROL OF THE ASYLUM 100000000%!"

Now what, Good people are rich?  I dunno if that is true.  Or prosperous?  I dunno.  It would have to be looked into, or would that be "Questioning God?"  Dunno?  LOL

Evidence this is the work of God, this book, well, looking for it.


So if you're just a nice guy who kills queers, pedos, fuckers, people who insult God or religion, people who do "dark magic?" (what the hell is that?)  and does whatever the voice in it's head that claims to be GOD , or what is there some way of telling if it is God or not?  What the heck, yeah you'll defeat your enemies and be prosperous then.

Now I thought this was some kind of insane ancient government conspiracy for a while, like claiming the rich king and his prosperous people are all righteous, holy warriors who can't be held hostage for long and generally speaking defeat their enemies always.  Was it rich people propaganda?  An Anti Communist Message?

So I thought and read a bit more, I did discover how the Prophet David writes that it is bettter to be "poor and righteous than to have the wealth of many wicked?"  Um, what does that mean?

So help a brother out and kill all those motherfuckers?

At this point in my experience I was getting into Adolf Hitler and the Nazi Party.

Were the Nazis the good guys, did it take the entire world to stop enlightened divine dictator prophet Adolf Hilter and his almost Pure German Race?


I was honestly like, "kill gays, kill jews, sieg heil."  LOL

I had a bad arguement with my gay loving jew loving paternal friend.

Now I am verging on hate speech and assassination, and I figure, I better read the Jesus part.

So I go and read Jesus, and he's all like "Oh no, the law and the prophets mean treat others the way you want to be treated?" You mean you wanna be killed for being a fucking bisexual shit talker?  Wow, I was like, "JESUS CHRIST MAYBE WE BETTER KILL THESE MOTHERFUCKING JEWS CHRISTIANS AND MUSLIMS."

I mean I had read in college that 99% of American high school kids had sex outside marriage before leaving high school.  Everyone was fucking as far as I could see.

I was like, Jesus Christ, do these people want to kill every kid in the world?

Looking back on it it looked like they had apparently raped, hooked on drugs, robbed, enslaved everyone.  So I was like "Well I guess the Christians are trying to enslave and kill every kid in the planet."

I was like "fuck these ghosts, fuck these aliens."

I mean, what they are alleging is that "A GOOD GUY" wishes he was killed rather than have sex outside marriage, and kills other for it!  I mean they were alleging that opinions and harsh talk were likewise sentencable to death.

I was like, OH SHIT!   WHAT's the proof of this again?  A girl is taught quantum mechanics and subatomic structures by a voice in her head and a guy cures allegedly a crippled boy and people get knocked over by an invisible force in some churhc maybe?

So I left the faith, again, and pursued knowledge further.

Around this time someone posted Jeremiah 8:8, claiming that the devil the scribes had falsified Moses's law and that Jesus had fixed it.  I think the Archangel Gabriel Wise guy told me about that on facebook.

I picked up on Jeremiah 8:8 anyway from a facebook message, or an online essay about "the New Covenant".  I was shocked, I had been roped by Islam and Torah Thumping Pat Robertson.

Gabriel Wise told me that the prophets had added cruelty to the Bible but the Jesus fixed it, you may get killed for saying that!  Haha .

They bloody well added cruelty?  I was like, oh shit.

This was around the time I was seeing UFOs all the time when I asked God if there was an Angel in the sky to protect me.  (I am not asking God about that anymore).

I might think about the rest of this essay and post another essay later. 

My point is religion mishandled can drive one to extremes, of cowardice and treason on the one hand, or of gay killing jew killing madness on the other. 

We are currently at extreme cowardice and treason levels as far as I can tell.  lol